Sunday, January 23, 2011


Good Mornings, I think, equal not necessarily sleeping in, but getting enough rest. Having a nice cup of brewed coffee, reading something, maybe eating some kind of breakfast, and just relaxing.

Bad mornings = waking up early after getting 5 hours of sleep, going straight to work for 6 hours, or school...

I'd have to say every one of my mornings have been bad.

I no longer have anytime to relax, to spend a day just enjoying the indoors or cuddling under a blanket with a lover.

My mornings consist of rushed, getting up early, barely sleeping, and rushing over to school.

Can I have a break sometime someday?

Today I have work 11-5, woke up at 8, went to bed at 2:30 and woke up during the night every hour. Not to mention that my boss hates me for some reason.

I just got say this:
Marie, if you are reading this which I hope you are, stop talking shit about me behind my back. I am sick of hearing from other people how much you dislike me, if you want to rant about your hate for me do it to my fucking face, you hypocritical piece of shit. Yeah, that's right, I said it. I am not afraid to let the truth out.

You are the worst boss in mankind and you have no idea how to properly "communicate." Communication is the key most important role in order to be a successful business manager and you lack communication and ethics. So STOP talking shit about your employees behind their backs, stop ignoring me when I ask if you need help, stop ONLY talking to me to yell at me for wanting to help you. And open your fucking eyes you blind bat, I am a good worker and everybody else there thinks so, besides you. I've worked there two fucking years, I know what I am doing. I'm not some ignorant, non-substantial douche bag.

Anyways, I guess you could call this a bad morning. It's always a bad one every time I have to wake up knowing I will be seeing her. Knowing I will have to be putting on a mask in order to "impress" her, because if I don't "impress" her, then she will go bitch to my manager about how much she hates me.

I don't care, I really don't. Nothing can bring me down. I am so elated recently due to events that have captured my heart.

I love this feeling, and I can't wait to express it further.

1 comment:

  1. every morning is a bad morning when you wake up and you wish you hadnt...